Thursday, November 15, 2007
Damn.
Happy days are over.
Can someone please tell me why things are all going wrong all at once?
I broke a corner of the coffee table in the living room last night. It's silly, really. Nobody goes around breaking their own coffee tables!
I must have been deluded into thinking that I was superwoman who can see perfectly in the dark. Because I picked up the pieces of glass without switching on the light. And now my left hand is all itchy from the small cuts.
And the table looks broken, incomplete, ugly.
I feel so bad, since it's still relatively new.
I didn't want to make mother even more upset.
The timing just sucks.
And it's frustrating, when you don't know how to tell someone you care. I want to do something, but I don't know what to do. She thinks I'm being selfish, but I'm just being misunderstood here.
I don't know how to express my concern, and I end up firing questions in that spiteful, accusing tone, and it projected the message that I didn't care.
To summarize it all, I screwed up.
Yep, happy days are definitely over.
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