Tuesday, July 11, 2006
My heart's broken; I don't understand why this has to happen. It's like a blow after I vowed to really really slog it out this term.
Barely scraped through the very first Bio FT of the term.
Apparently I did really badly for the first emath CA.
Pretty sure I screwed up yesterday's amath CA.
Today's SS was nonsensical.
Joy to the world, I jolly well damn myself to hell.
I hate disappointment.
I want to cry again. I shan't cry anymore. I've been like some tear machine these few days, and oh goodness, I really should practice what I preach; "honey, there's no point crying over the damned spilt milk."
Judging from the damage I caused to my bolster last night (you wouldn't wanna know); I really should learn how to control myself and my flashes of blind rage.
Maybe I shall try screaming into a pillow next time.
i grabbed your attention;
