Friday, June 09, 2006
It's like as if I've woken up as a totally different person. I have no idea why I feel the need to change, just for the sake of someone else. I didn't mean it in the negative sense, and if the person is sensitive, and sees it in a different light, so be it. I don't have to be afraid...right? So why the hell am I sitting here and fretting over a damn sentence that everyone will overlook?
Okay, I'd be lying if I said I don't care. I care, oh you bet I do!I don't like the dengue advert. And I hate the chinese equivalent of dengue fever. Just hearing it freaks me out. I have premonition that my recurring dreams of having dengue will return soon. I can still remember the nurse who smiled sweetly at me in a bid to distract me and when she thought I was fine, she plunged the needle into me. I wanted to stab her then. Haha.
Life in China after perf day was kinda mundane. Except the day we were scheduled to return home. My special lays(lemon) exploded on the plane la. Thankfully it didn't rain chips. Haha. At Guangzhou, I exclaimed, "SHIT!" right into an angmoh's face. Way to go, nat.
I wish I had the guts to apologize to Roman face to face.
But I felt intimidated by his towering height. I'm sorry Roman. I'm sorry, for the incident, and for my ownself. I'm sorry you had to see me as a nice person willing to pay for your ice cream cos you had no change, then the next minute, wham bam, it had to happen. Oh well, I've learnt my lesson.
It's friday, that's reason enough for you to smile! =)
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