the head turner

Friday, January 01, 2010

I heard this song on the bus to caroling and fell in love with it. Vieny has awesome songs. (: Avalon is just awesome.

I could live life alone
And never feel the longings of my heart
The healing warmth of someone's arms
And I could live without dreams
And never know the thrill of what could be
With every star so far and out of reach
I could live without many things
And I could carry on

But I couldn't face my life tomorrow
Without your hope in my heart, I know
I can't live a day without You
Lord there's no night and there's no morning
Without your loving arms to hold me
You're the heartbeat of all I do
I can't live a day without You

There are days where I actually miss going to school, miss choir practices, and I find myself missing the people that I'm so used to seeing around me everyday. Thank you for contributing to the entire tj experience. I'm suddenly thinking of Mr Chan! Haha, I kinda miss him and his antics. And Ms Tham; my pillar of strength in many ways. People forget people, but they won't forget how you made them feel.

For the past 12 years, with each new year came certainty; but this year I found only a huge and fat question mark along with reluctance to start the new year, because 2010 holds much too much uncertainty.

Of course sparklers, party poppers and laughter of the moment chased all the doubt away. Undisguised pleasure frozen forever in time; thank you for capturing those moments on your fancy schmancy DSLRs.

And for the people that matter, know that I carry you in my heart always. I marvel at our friendship all the time. Thank you for being by my side; encouraging me to take that leap of faith; and being poised and ready to catch me should I ever fall. I hope I can do the same for you too.

"Distance never separates two hearts that really care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. But whenever I start feeling sad, because I miss you, I remind myself how lucky I am to have somemeone so special to miss." Haha I really love this.

This year I'm not going to ask for a heart that feels nothing. "How is it that some people sit in the sun looking like sour apples, while others whistle in the rain?"

I'm going to learn how to whistle in the rain. (:

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