Saturday, July 07, 2007
I feel so darn tired.
Since yesterday, I've been running to catch buses, skillfully dodging crowds, racing to squeeze myself into the train, sprinting home, showering quick, washing dishes, washing dirty laundry.
And then I find myself heading out of the house to catch buses and trains again.
Life without mama is chaotic.
I feel like superwoman.
I'm watching over so many people. I had to make sure the kids were safely picked up by kak nani; and yada yada. And I started to wonder, as I searched for kak nani with the kids trailing quietly behind me, is anyone even watching over me?
I need to catch my breath.
I think I'm going beyond crazy.
That probably explains why I had this sudden urge to
dance during the concert just now. I just wanted to jump up and...well,
dance. I ended up giggling, which gave way to laughter at nothing and anything in particular. It reached a point where I felt that my laughter sounded fake.
But there are things which keep me settled and grounded.
Like my little bundle of joy, who turned to look at me as I held him, clapped his little hands and gurgled happily in laughter. I nearly burst with pride as he started sounding words like "dog" and "no" as I pointed things out to him in my best baby voice. And when he rested his head on my shoulder for a little snooze? My heart totally stopped beating and melted.
Everybody, say it with me :
AWWWWWW.
Sleep will cure me of any exhaustion.
But a group hug would be fantastic. =)
i grabbed your attention;
