Friday, November 03, 2006
Everytime the issue springs up in my mind, I'll resist and push it right to the back of my mind.
Everytime friends bring it up during lunch or during our laoshi's-not-looking-so-let's-talk sessions, I beg them not to talk about it.
But when mommy and daddy brings it up, I can't possibly avoid it.
I need to make my decision. Fast. Soon.
I try to take the first step.
But it's too terrifying.
It's not just "a decision".
It's THE decision.
It's the ultimate life changing decision.
And I'm not ready to handle it.
i grabbed your attention;
