Wednesday, December 07, 2005
I can't remember his face; I can only visualize some accessories that usually go unnoticed to the untrained naked eye. Sometimes, at the most unexpected and oddest moments, his face flashes in my mind. I close my eyes. And I bask in the comfort and solace I find in the darkness. My eyes focus on that face; that pairt of intriguing eyes.
I drink him in, and then, as quickly and unexpectedly as the image appeared in my mind, the image disappears.
It's like I crashed head on into this mess. Ultimate desperation washed over me, that very day.
I found myself hurting.
How many times have I caught myself hurting and thinking of what might have been?
It's so unconveivable. It's funny how you meet a certain someone, and you
felt something, but it'd be damn absurd to tell that person so.
And so I'd ask, do you follow your heart; or mind?
When our time is up; remembering is all we gotta do.
"There is no greater pain than the memory of joy in present grief."When opportunites come our way; we often hesitate and back out at the last crucial moment. Sure thing, we need to consider the consequences and weigh out the pros and cons. Then why do we end up regretting our decision later on?
Regretting isn't going to turn back time. Crying will not bring back what you lost. Put in simple terms--- no use crying over spilt milk. It's one damn cliche that you've heard over a million times right? Of course, easier said than done.
We are afterall, human. Emotions to human is like pen to paper.
Everyone with a heart that beats has feelings.
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