Wednesday, December 29, 2004
HALLELUJAH.
I'm seriously frustrated now. I have the writer's block. How great can that be? ARGH. I know my writing standards have dropped. I know it myself. I just can't seem to be able to think out of the box anymore.
I took a look at my latest chapter. And all I could do was gape at the computer screen. The writing was so bland, and how should I put it, so distant and cold? It had no life and no vibrancy. It lacked the vibrancy that I have in my previous works.
Maybe I need time to think. Maybe the world's turning too fast for me. The rush of preparing for a new school year, books, uniform, everything! It whisks me away from the wonderfully carved world that I've built. I need to find that world back. It's my only solace left, apart from music. Like I've mentioned to So Jeong before. Writing gives me a sense of freedom, and enables me to look further than the horizon. GOSH. what the heck am I talking about?!
I just want back my old writing style. I want my old standards back.
I need my old standards back.
Who's going to grant my wish?
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